You were not there when I needed you

You were not there when I needed you.

Yet you want full control of my life.

I’m expected to fulfill every duty,

But I’m not allowed to have expectations from you.

I crave your validation,

But all I ever receive is criticism.

Just for once think of me.

I’m a part of you.

I carry your name.

You were not there when I needed you.

Not when I stayed silent just to keep peace.

Still, you want full control of my life.

Of my choices, my dreams, my becoming.

You were not there when I needed you.

But I’m still here.

Not for your control

But for your support 

Letter to myself (1)

 

Dear Anjali,

I am so proud of you for not giving up. It's really not easy to cope with everything at once; it can be hard, but you're handling it remarkably well.

I just hope you continue to thrive and never give up—never. 

You've come a long way and you can't just leave everything behind. 

It's okay if you can't fully enjoy this time, but always remember why you are doing this.

One day they will understand.

Everything will be fine🌻

Future Anjali will be so proud of you for persevering and pushing through despite the challenges. 

I'm glad to see you stepping out of your comfort zone.

—Yay for the internship! You’ve got this!

It's just the beginning—more is on the way.

Remember, you must bring about the change you have always dreamed of.

Please don't give up(for that 15 year old Anjali)

2025❤︎

Dear 2025,

Please be kind to me. Last year wasn't gentle, but I believe it was necessary for my growth and maturity—perhaps a part of adulting. I am grateful for the wonderful people I met along the way.

This year, I hope to cry less and want it to be a year of transformation. I aim to step out of my comfort zone and thrive in all areas of my life, whether academically, in extracurricular activities, or personally.

Wishing all the lovely hoomans a very happy new year! I hope we all have a great one.

Merry Christmas 🎄

I don't know what it is about Christmas morning, but there is definitely something truly special that I can't help and check for gifts under my pillow, even though I know there won't be any. 

It feels like a way to embrace my inner child. Its a beautiful reminder of joy and wonder that I want to cherish and I want to hold onto that feeling for as long as I can.

Wishing all the lovely hoomams a Merry Christmas!🎄🎅

Hope?

Lately, she's been feeling lost, unsure of where destiny is leading her. She longs for tranquility. She wants her hard work to finally pay off. Despite her efforts, holding onto hope is proving to be a challenge.

The Art of Venting

   Everyone has their own battles, everyone has problems, and everyone has their own way of dealing with it. But there are problems for which you can't do anything; you just have to find your way to not let it affect your mental health🤍. 

And a note - crying or venting out actually helps, so if you want to vent or cry, just do it; don’t keep it inside. I know it's not easy, but it actually helps🤍.

Someone once told me this: Many of us tend to store our emotions and thoughts inside ourselves. Just like a trash bin, when we overfill it without cleaning it out, it starts to stink. Similarly, one day, your mind can reach its limit, and all the emotions you have kept inside will come out at once. It can be overwhelming and, in a way, it's just as unpleasant as the trash bin—it will also stink…….You know what I mean.